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Breathing Ash

by Begin at Zero

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1.
Inhale 00:41
Breathe, my friends And you shall inhale purity For she has returned This, she has not yet realized By remedy of our blood She will rise from her ailment And once she is well again The world can be healed [0]
2.
Shedding off a graceful skin Seeping down to where you stand Promising to lead you from Days of waiting for Recovery, they're done Offer me a room to rest I'll return you to your health You may speak and give release Though you won't, you'll let me be Our souls, the same Strange prices For your head Marked around the town In bright blood red Take each sacred step I give Follow through, you'll have no debt Rinse the sleeper, drown it full I can close your eyes for you And bless your dream Full facade, I take it out Looking for the tender spot Feel no hurt in heaven's breadth Rejoicing with nothing there To come again Strange prices For your head Marked around the town In bright blood red Does your heart believe In that good, pure light Or do you remain Hardened, stiff, and dry Take each sacred step I give Follow through, you'll have no debt Rinse the sleeper, drown it full I can close your eyes Strange prices For your head Marked around the town In bright blood red Were you aware How I needed you From your withered form To make anew Does your heart believe In that good, pure light Or do you remain Hardened, stiff, and dry [0]
3.
Bow down until I Drop down to level Land, I have planned Planned for years Cold wind caresses Me as I turn my Chin down to see See the split Love of God (collapse and rise) Stay below (we'll shake the skies) Crashing now (I'm coming) Crushing rocks, gaping wounds, fill it in Ugly and blank I must complete Empty, so empty Fill it in Just as expected Clouds crack with sound Time, time to fall Fall and shout Love of God (collapse and rise) Stay below (we'll shake the skies) Crashing now (I'm coming) Crushing rocks, gaping wounds, fill it in Rise up Collapse Fissure Avalanche What, what, what does it kill What, what, what does it kill Does it kill anything Takes time to still Could last forever Ever, and I'm not Satisfied But once it's over Once I've gone through Reason might say We belong Love of God (collapse and rise) Stay below (we'll shake the skies) Crashing now (I'm coming) Crushing rocks, gaping wounds, fill it in Fissure, avalanche [0]
4.
Charity 03:42
I'll check that nothing is left No remnant of your stay Did the short time that I let you inside Satisfy your plea I bet you'll walk one door down The homes here all the same Will that neighbor of mine realize For you everyone is too weak Should I deny that I wanted to try Try to fulfill and give hope to a life Flesh and blood wasted away into greed Illusions that you chose to call your needs I knock upon your door You answer with a smile I am pleased to see you, but in disguise I hate to see my shit on your floor I try to grab my stuff as I leave You decide to scream I finally can't take the lies anymore And I just walk out your door Should I deny that I wanted to try Try to fulfill and give hope to a life Flesh and blood wasted away into greed Illusions that you chose to call your needs [0]
5.
Glutton Watch as he gorges All the life from me It pleasures him Monster Look in his eyes he Can't be human, no This thing must die I am lovely, I am handsome I'm perfection defined You are callous, you are ugly Keep away to your side Can't you find another vessel Leave me out of your life I cannot stay Reach to me through this mirror Maybe we can feel each other Should I let shine or should I hide The spectre in my reflection Bastard You don't belong here You stare at me as though I can show you love Brother Why won't you listen I know your loneliness Runs deep but I can't Reach to me through this mirror Maybe we can feel each other Should I let shine or should I hide The spectre in my reflection I am lovely, I am handsome I'm perfection defined You are callous, you are ugly Keep away to your side Can't you find another vessel Leave me out of your life I cannot stay I am lonely, I am hated I wish I could be you You're my reason for existence Stay inside my head Will you let me be your vessel Let us be together Please, will you stay Reach to me through this mirror Maybe we can feel each other Should I let shine or should I hide The spectre in my reflection [0]
6.
Called to arms My soldier cry Echoing My nation's pride Handed down From generals high Line by line Our plan to die Where'd they go on that field Where was I in my mind All the time I'd need to heal Heal the wounded with a lie Fighting off the urge to flee To leave it all, yet I look behind To where I see that beauty spring The thrill, the joy, the kill divine Called my boys To stand upright Each man trembling with A warrior's stride Passed around The draft contrived Whispered fears It's suicide Where'd they go on that field Where was I in my mind All the time I'd need to heal Heal the wounded with a lie Fighting off the urge to flee To leave it all, yet I look behind To where I see that beauty spring The thrill, the joy, the kill divine Called from home My mother cried Never gave A sweet goodbye Couldn't find My letters typed Napalm burns My words all fried Where'd they go on that field Where was I in my mind All the time I'd need to heal Heal the wounded with a lie Fighting off the urge to flee To leave it all, yet I look behind To where I see that beauty spring The thrill, the joy, the kill divine [0]
7.
Crossfire 05:09
Fight, bleed, die, win Fight, bleed, die, win Four men shared this land Neighboring palaces Phantom, beast, dragon And sorcerer Each citizen bowed to one Split families and friends apart Each choice brought about A thirst for blood In the crossfire I remember I called This home Fight, bleed, die, win Fight, bleed, die, win Each king from his tower Noticed the divide And drew up their plans They had soldiers Turned into servant-lovers Worshippers by default I saw passions running high And ran away In the crossfire I remember I called This home In the crossfire I breathe the air This can't Be home The war merely began As nations formed themselves Around the barren wasteland Of what they shared I left and leave again My home sweet home Is dead And on I go Fight, bleed, die, win Fight, bleed, die, win Fight, bleed, die, win Fight, bleed, die, win [0]
8.
Come drink, dear men, and let's be merry Bask in delight A friend greets us home with Signals to our seas The beams cast upon us We share in that wealth Of brightness ever-singing A song to our might Our trek across the ocean For island paradise It's stood since that voyage To heaven we return And yet each man has his own heaven Created in his sleep Perhaps the plight of the traveler Lies in waking [0]
9.
Forever, nevermore All the same, better come through Whichever way he tries To forget, it's no big deal Kneeling at her doorstep Is a boy begging pardon For every little sin against That pretty, grinning face She offers him a candelight Says burn it all, and all is fine He does it quick, and smoke engulfs His heart and eyes and tongue Forever, nevermore All the same, better come through Whichever way he tries To forget, it's no big deal Losing light, choking up Coughing blood and breathing ash Shepherd's gone, little lamb Run away, this matter's dead His sight's ablaze with images The love and loss of lustful lies Though it doesn't start the healing He needs her to forgive It's all too pathetic The pain ain't with the memories He'll continue his self-poisoning With each act of despair Do the act until it's done Begin at zero And end with everyone scorched [0]

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The debut album by Begin at Zero, recorded Dec 2013 - Aug 2014.

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released September 6, 2014

BaZ is:
Chris Spirit Brown - guitar/vocals
Janelle T Kaiczar - guitar/vocals
Christian Finch - drums/vocals
Marty Aman - bass/vocals

Drums on "Charity" performed by Janelle T Kaiczar
Cover Art by Nancy Moody & Chris Spirit Brown
Engineered and Mixed by Chris Spirit Brown
Produced by Begin at Zero

Special Thanks to Kevin D. Brown, S. Cogdill, Mathew Goldberg & Daniel Watson
Recorded in Fenton, MO & St. Robert, MO

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Occult storytelling metal/rock band across Missouri.

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